Today and Somewhere

A Poem from the Long Side of happiness

Today a thought occured to me...
Where has the all my time gone and what is left to be uncovered?
What has taken me so long to assertain, and was it worthwhile?
Has anyone seen my ego, I must has misplaced it somewhere?
Where can I buy a clue when and if no one knows the mystery?
And finally, what has become of this alleged "plan"

Slowly, I sift through the landscape in front of me,
No barriers, no high walls and no obstacles lie ahead,
In fact the path is so clear it's almost frightening
So I go, on again, searching for answers and fulfilling my so called destiny.

This place of solitude and refuge sits in the middle of a dirty vision,
This safe zone made simply of my own valid realities...this club, this group,
This glimpse of what I was meshed with who I am now and the merging of the two
In one sick circle
And.........
Now..........

She stares at me, again,
smiling,
knowing all of the answers, all of the clues
And tells me none of them, again