Self Confidence Is A Form Of Self Delusion

just the most profitable and socially acceptable form.


The esteemed self-delusion of the delusional estimation that you are better than you are I said STOP. stop and go away, stop, turn on your heel, twist your wrist in the mist and get pissed. and that's when it happens and you tell yourself that you're better than you are by far, and some poor suckers believe you, and you achieve, you, you achieve to, to meet their expectations because you've forgotten that you will always fail, so you fail to fail like you were supposed to, damnit! you were supposed to lose, you couldn't but lose, and you lied to yourself, so you fucked up even that! shoulda never tried. shoulda gone to bed and cried. coulda done your job like me and sipped of the futili-tea. you fooled yourself into thinking you could do more than decay, and that prophesy fulfilled itself and you doggedly had your day. I'm so sorry, I wish I could have done more to show you the reality of the pointlessness that we each have inside ourselves. I said stop. drop and pop. this day is slop, so spin, spin in place to face the race of humans in the misery you so selfishly forsook. but you just don't listen, do you?