Sphinx-like

last night's rant


I am the I-less, eyeful,
I, island, I
wait for words to describe
non-ness.
why cry when guys, assholes, smile
like bad influences?
like non-ness, I, like non-ness,
I'm learning to like non-ness.
I'm learning to relax my sphincter,
sphinx-like,
to accept the riddle of your cock.
fuck me,
as deep as your intellect-ness.
Put your penis where your mouth is.
I, I lie about my I-less-ness,
but I am an is, I is, I am.
I can connote is-ness,

whatever the fuck that is.
whoever I am, I am fuck-less,
most nights, alone,
I can't imagine a world,
where my non-vagina opens,
to the cocks of assholes.
a hopelessness islands me,
I, fuckless, lying about I-less-ness.
at times, my nipples burn of their own accord,
lately, all the time,
my sphinx-like sphincter, rectum, anus,
I don't even know my own anatomy,
so fuck me, I-less-ness,
irredeemable, silent, lost
amidst memory and innocence, I, eyeless,
to the dicks of ass-holes, who am I
to deny
the imperative of fake love?

you: the object, you: arch-angelic.
I had high hopes but low expectations,
nations upon nations upon you,
your expectations finite,
joyless,you hyphenated hymens,
high priestesses were slain,
as afterthoughts, thou douche-bag,
disingenuous, disintegrator,
whore! bad man! hate-ee,
go to the hell place,
where justice, poetic or not, is meted out,
but at least, first, lemme touch it,
I, in my is-ness-less, demand truth,
I, eyeless, in eyelessness,
every word a lie, cry, poetically,
my words worthless,
all my mes abandoned, why?

ask me when I know,
do I bow
before the is-less-ness
ask me how I suffer on
despite the cowardice
of deadness, and dickless infinity,
I expand, my sphincter,
a learner, my infinite-ness,
a dream of better poets,
better gods, better assholes,
wholly godless, my words, real,
wordless, not godly, not good,
but god, but god, but god.
I wanna learn anal sex, relax, I wanna learn,
and be real, and feel.